feath (feath) wrote,

Okay, today I'm *gasp* 49. the only good thing about being 49 is it's NOT


and that's all I've got to say about that!

Yeah, I watched forrest gump the other day. Its a fun movie :) I watched Finding Neverland last night, and I swear, the last 30 minutes is nothing but a cry fest. When it was done, my SHIRT (I kid you not) was soaked.

I've got no life. Honest to goodness, its boring. I'm not living, I'm existing - I'm breathing is about all, but come to think of it, breathing is a very good thing. There'll come a day when I'm not doing that at all.

Missed everyones b-day in the family. mom, kat, nico - I thought of them, but didn't call. Not sure why. Maybe because mine was coming up, and I'd rather not think of them lol

It's ramadan, and MIL is in pakistan and hubby is at the mosque and I'm sitting all alone (but for the cat who only gives me attention when she wants to be fed) and...frankly... I'm loving it. I hog the bed. I listen to the silence. I do my DJ'ing without fear of someone making wise cracks.

I had an old friend contact me, out of the blue. Someone he knows told him her life story - some escape from some jungle rotting tiny banana country - and he wanted me to write her story. Now, besides the fact I'm pretty burned out on writing (hope to get back some day) I can't write a serious piece even if my life depended on it. Lets face it, I wrote the islamic resurrection as a comedy. I turned it down.

I've been pretty much housebound due to COPD. Kind of hard to go somewhere when you can't, um, go somewhere. My game is pretty much all I do - and movies. Gets kind of boring sometimes.

So, thats it. I'm going to try and post more often now. I've missed LJ lots. I've missed the people here. Thanks for sticking with me, even though I've not been posting. You're the best :)
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